Going through a divorce can be compared to loosing someone through a death. It's been 4 months now, this is the time I begin to meet new people. The only thing about new relationships is you need to learn to welcome new problems. At times I wish I could just get on plane and leave this country! But with a new business and kids this just doesn't seem possible. I blame television for giving people such a screwed up version of what love is. I would often sit in bed and dream about going to different countries shooting gorgeous pictures and meeting gorgeous woman only to find myself shooting kids that won't sit still for the photograph. I know they say life is what you make it to be but what if its already set in the opposite direction is it possible to do a U~turn?
I am hungry to live! I need change ! I need to start falling In love with the man in the mirror. I remember reading this celebrities success story in the story he spoke about all the hardships he went through to reach his success he slept in cars ate only ounce a day. For some reason I wanted this struggle I wanted to go through these hardships to reach my goal. Well after being homeless loosing everything I am now coming out the cave with the same version of reality!
It's a new life it's a new day!
Welcome to reality
JABOY
Keep your head up !! Your blessings are soon to come !!!
ReplyDeleteI didn't know about your divorce until you told me about a month or so ago...I don't know the details but I do know that I have always known you to be an awesome and upstanding man. Your abilities are wonderful and you are more than talented, you are blessed!! When you are going through tough struggles, it seems as if you are all alone but in that feeling of loneliness God grants you wisdom and strength. Most would have given up but God put a strength, a drive, a motivation, and a determination to succeed despite what the situation may have looked like...You didn't go through the fire to get burnt up, you went through the fire so that those things that were hindering you could be taken away. Stay MOTIVATED!!!!
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