Loneliness

I can remember watching a (Michael Jackson Documentary) In the documentary Michael would often talk about how "lonely" he was, I thought it just sounded  stupid how someone could be so lonely yet surrounded by so many people. This year has been a year where those judgments of mine have become of reality in my own world. Just 2 years ago I was a Happily married man with small children and a decent job. What amazes me is how fast everything can change. My blogs are in no way success stories or meant for any kind of empowerment, they are just writings of someone who is working through some major issues in his life.

I remember a phrase "Jack of all trades, master of none" I always felt like this sentence somehow belonged to me. I started out as a drummer who was good enough to play on a stage but not great enough to compare with the other talented drummers in my state. I can remember sitting at my desk writing down a list of things I felt I could master. It is  funny with all  the different things I tried I actually found something in "Photography" this gift started when I was 28 and perfected at 30. It also seemed as while I was growing my business everything else began to fall apart. I would never blame my Divorce on my business it was just another factor that piled up to my destruction of my family. This first blog is more of a introduction blog! so "Hi my Name is Jaboy" Before you begin reading my post remember I am in no was a writer so please do not try to correct my grammatical errors ! these post are more therapeutic than anything else.




I will also end all of my blogs with some sort of media from my business.  




Jaboy